"Friends"

I am so fed up with people putting me down and making me feel like shit. I do that enough to myself I don't need anyone else doing it.

If one more person puts me down I am going to scream. My so called friends think that I'm just lazy bc I can't find a job. But, they don't know shit.

I'm not allowed to work retail or at the mall anymore bc of my foot problem. I can't do the standing for 8 hours. And no one is hiring in the media field.

So what I applied for a part time job at a radio station. It's a foot in the door. That's what matters right now.

I'm just so hurt from my friends and I'm feeling so lost.

I don't know if I could make the day without cutting.

So fustersted and don't know what to do.